经验

The past experience tell me a lesson: never have any expectation of the one who doesn't like you. It takes me a dozen years to understand this principle. At first, although i knew he wasn't my dish, i hope i could make him grateful by my devotion. Another reason was i felt lonely most times, so i confided him,regarded him as Mr Charming . But in return, he gave me violent humiliation. His remorseless indifference towards my affairs makes me morose at first, then angry , at last aloof. It is not all his fault,i know i have many flaws and problems. Although i am not obsessed with him any longer, he is still a kind person in my heart, better than most men.

过去的经历告诉我一个教训：永远不要对不喜欢你的人抱有任何期望。我花了十几年时间才明白这个原则。起初，虽然我知道他不是我的菜，但我希望我能用我的奉献让他感激。另一个原因是我大多数时候都感到孤独，所以我向他倾诉，把他当成有魅力的男人。但他给了我羞辱。他对我的事情无情地漠不关心，这使我一开始很郁闷，后来生气，最后变得漠然。这并不全是他的错，我知道我有很多缺点和问题。虽然我不再迷恋他，但他在我心中仍然是一个善良的人，比大多数男人都要好。