Feeling at ease

It was a crazy day yesterday. Definitely a roller coster ride. I should have be more composed, and not let my emotions take control of my actions. Stayed in the room for nearly a whole day and it made me really sick. Eventually, headed out for a meal and had a short walk. There is a swing in the neighborhood and I spent probably 20 mins there? Cleared my head and went back.  Aaron asked me what happened and I told her everything. Sometimes, I just don't know and understand how they can be together for almost 30 years... Love? lol~~~

Used my imagination to create a nice picture of me cooking some tasty food to heal myself. haha! It kind worked. I guess I am starting to miss the good old days in Australia. Getting fresh herbs from the garden, and cook some nice food, plus a desert. Nothing to worry about. It was nice. It would be even better if I could have a house of my own there. I will make it my cozy home. 

想过自己想过的生活。

但是前提是，要知道自己想过的生活是什么样子的。哈哈！

现在只知道，自己喜欢的旅行，不是去了一个景点，继续下一个，而是想要在一个地方，住上一阵子。去发现，去感受，去体验。有点像第一次去昆士兰。一点不着急赶着去景点。而是休息好，然后找个美丽的地方，去走走，看看。没事的时候，去市中心的博物馆，美术馆，看看画儿，看看古董。看累了，去河边散步，看来来往往的人，想自己的心事，也可以脑子放空。嘿嘿~~ 

Love,

G