about confidence

前几天下载回“得到"，有一种相见恨晚的感觉，这里面实在是有太多非常好的值得学习的课程，以前之所以会对其有些抵触，是因为自己没有听书的习惯，习惯看，而我也仅仅是登录男朋友的账号，不是自己开的账号，所以可能热情并不高涨，也不是特别感兴趣，直到那天突然想下载回来。刚开始打开是得到大学五步教你怎么使用这个APP， 就仅仅在这个五步介绍当中，我就看到一个令我非常印象深刻的观点----自信是通过做成一件一件事建立起来的。

I am the typical person who always lose confidence about myself. However, after seeing that view, I know the method to build confidence,  most importantly, it is real.

I have an unhappy experience in senior high school, it is because of this experience made me lose all of my confidence, it seems like that I am the clown, I cannot always do the things rightly. Therefore, I lost my confidence gradually. It is really a painful memory.

Fortunately, I love English, and it bring me a lot of benefits. I keep practice English during the summer vacation, and the university life coming, I did a great job in communicating with others in English. Such a success built my confidence little by little. Then, in my class, I found that I am almost the best English leaner in the class, Lilly also would like tell me more and teach me more things, which made me very proud of myself. I know that I am no longer the girl who cannot always do the correct things. I also have my value in this school, in this word. And I am also excellent than others. 

Just in one aspect----English, and it's not enough. I think my English isn't as good as the beginning , that means I still need to continuously learning and practice English. Of course, my ambition not only focuses on English, I wanna be a competitive person, so except English, it also includes Excel, ACCA, Word.....there are many things that  I have to learn, many books I have to read. 

I know that if I master one more thing, my confidence will become much stronger. At last, I will much closer to my future image.

Good night.