542.还是拖到了今天，开口那么难

I finally said that sentence today, but I feelIt didn't work very well.I thought about a lot of explanations, but I didn't say them in the end. Thinking about explanations is a cover-up.It's getting darker and darker,

I wonder why.I just want to come back anyway.I may not want to stay in that environment anymore.Depression, depressionuncomfortable，大概到后来我也不知道当初我自己说了哪些话，这些个字母单独认识，连起来就不认识了。

今天说了那句话，但是心里不舒服，不是想象得那么干脆。