我的大学

　　用自己独自的视角，去观察周遭的世界，为什么会有更深的感触呢？

　　

　　如果再让我回到大一，我会怎样我的学习呢？

　　可能还是会如当初的自己一样。老师的课爱听不听的，该学的书爱看不看的，该做的作业爱做不做的。其实，扪心自问，大学的头两年半，没有一门拿手的专业课，自己还挺遗憾的。

　　所学专业是我选择的，也是我所喜爱的。当初，我对她充满了希望，希望可以尽情的徜徉在这片广阔的领域内。如今，我依然满怀期望，期望我可以继续走下去这条路。

　　所学专业的启蒙老师，让我很荣幸遇到了。遇上这位博学多识，温文尔雅的老师，真是我大学的幸运。当初，每周末他的选修课，我几乎每周每节必去，只为聆听他的讲授。因为他引领我们初识电子世界的触角，带领我们领略电子世界的奥妙。唯一可惜的就是，他的课程与我而言，简直是太少了，我都没有饱食呢。

　　诚然，大学里也有许多的遗憾。最大的遗憾，就是没有把高数学习好，没有好好的领会这门工具的使用，致使之后的专业课没能学习的更加深入。原因很多，老师教的不好，因为没有遇上大师；自己学习的也不好，因为不知道怎么去学，所以导致根本无从下手。那时的我，真的期望有一个突破口，真的期望可以有人引领，可以带我步入数学的世界。

　　其实，这样去冤枉老师，是不是也太苛刻了点呢，不是吗？自己的数学本身也就不太好，高考时也仅仅勉强及格。原本以为，大学数学和高中数学就没了瓜葛了，可谁知，仍有那么多千丝万缕的联系，并且大学的数学“高深莫测”！

　　呃，当初为什么选择理科呢？因为我想培养我的理性思维，就是这么简单。其实，我真的是缺少“理性思维”的，无论是学习中，还是生活中，并且自己都觉得自己的大脑比常人转悠的慢一拍。

　　所以这条路，我还是要依然坚持下去的！

　　这条路，也满是希望的一条大道！

　　

　　大学里，能够遇到好的老师是多么的重要！尤其是像我这样的，没有什么脑子的人，更需要好老师来引导。

　　对，是引导，是对你一点点的引导，不是对你指指点点，指手画脚！不会引导的老师，不是好老师！

　　

　　自己可以考上现在的大学，应该好好感激当初的自己，感谢当初自己的付出和努力！你选择的路和别人不一样，所以你也就没有必要和别人相比较了。走自己的路，才是自己应该自始至终坚持的。

　　大学里，可以遇上几个对自己学识、人生有所启迪的好老师，真的满是感激！虽然只能默默地感激他们和她们！

　　

Why do you have a deeper feeling when you look at the world around you with your own perspective?

If let me go back to my freshman year, how would I study?

It may still repeat the same mistakes. The teacher's courses do not listen, the books of the professional class do not look well, and the homeworks that I should do do not do. In fact, I asked myself, the first two and a half years of the university, there is not a professional course, I am quite sorry.

The major I studied was my choice and I loved it. At the beginning, I was full of hope for it, hoping to enjoy it in this vast field. Today, I am still full of expectations and I hope that I can continue on this path.

I am honored to meet the enlightenment teacher of the major. When I met this gentle and knowledgeable teacher, I was really lucky at my university. At the beginning, every weekend of his electives, I almost went every week, just to listen to his lectures. Because he first led us to the electronic world, and led us to appreciate the mystery of the electronic world. The only pity is that his courses are simply too few for me, and I have not eaten enough.

It is true that there are many regrets in the university. The biggest regret is that I didn't learn the Advanced Mathematics––Calculus. And I didn't understand the use of this tool. As a result, the professional courses I didn't learn more deeply. There are many reasons for this. The teacher is not good at teaching because I have not met the master; I am not good at learning because I do not know how to learn, so there is no way to start. At that time, I really expected to have a breakthrough. I really hope that someone can lead and can take me into the world of mathematics.

In fact, complaining about my teacher like this is too harsh for her, isn’t it? My own mathematics itself is not very good, and the College Entrance Examination is only barely passing. Originally thought that college mathematics and high school mathematics have no connection, but who knows, there are still so many inextricable links, and the university's mathematics is "unpredictable"!

Hey, why did you choose science? Because I want to cultivate my rational thinking, it is as simple as that. In fact, I really lack "rational thinking", whether in learning or in life, and I feel that my brain is slower than the average person.

So this road, I still have to stick to it!

This road is also an avenue full of hope!

How important it is to be able to meet a good teacher at the university! Especially for people like me, who have no brains, need a good teacher to guide.

Yes, it is guidance, and it is a little guidance to you, not pointing at you, pointing your nose! A teacher who does not lead a student is not a good teacher.

I can apply to the current university, and I should be grateful to myself, thank you for your dedication and hard work! The road you choose is different from others, so you don't have to compare it with others. Taking your own path is what you should insist on from beginning to end.

In college, I can really meet a few good teachers who have enlightened my knowledge and life. I am really grateful! Although only silently grateful to them!