I feel bad

I feel bad

Cause I am confused

At the age of twenty two

Nobody taught me what to do

What I can only follow is my feeling

But I don’t have a feeling

I can’t feel love or hate or happy or sad

I do feel bad

But it doesn’t make me any different

I want to write something

But I don’t have a clue

I want to write a story

But it’s hard for me to name my major character

So I listen the music of Drake

Even though I don’t know who he is

Or I will read the book of Garcia Marcks

Make sure that he is a great writer

Now I don’t feel bad anymore

I wanna be a great writer like Garcia Marcks

You see it’s not difficult for me to write a thing

I wrote these words without trying

It’s a deal that I am going to be a writer

But where should I start from to write

Oh no I feel bad again