It's like you open a can of worms. They 've been disturbing you for a long time but you can't do anything about it. You've never been fully aware of their existence. And you definitely don't have the guts to.
Like you stand in the middle of nowhere. Your old world collapsed yet your new world has not come to you clearly. You can't pretect yourself with your old shield any more in this strange and scary place, you are scared to death but you have to make your way to move on with nothing in your hands.
Like you are sick, really sick. You need to try your best to overcome the pain and pull yourself together and keep your life look normal. Your life look normal to others. But deep down in your heart there's the pain of invisible earthquake. Everyday is a day of disaster. Every day you stand on the ruins and rebuild, again and again. It's painful. And tiring.
You pay a lot of money to suffer this. Because you suffered more in your old world. You know it's hard to build a new system, but you want to do it. You know you will not suffer in vein. You know there are good days ahead. You just know.
Hope is a beautiful thing. Maybe the most beautiful thing.
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