厌恶一座城

你有没有因为一些原因讨厌你现在所在的地方却因为一些原因作茧自缚又不能离开。

年纪越来越大，束缚越来越多。

仿佛一只离群的鸟去了另外的一个冬天，却发现还不如一个人孤零零的飞来的畅快。

出门的自由再越近的地方越要灰飞烟灭，是怎么抓也抓不住 , any word failed to describe the feeling I felt at that moment, I even hope I have never been here. I seldom feel happiness from this place, no warmth, I rebel, I cry, but I AM the one that should be repsonsible for all this. No one else.

What I can do to change?I AM NOT sure of this man, I AM not sure of myslef. I Don,T wanna stay, I wanna fly away.