Tired of it

Tired of sitting herself in the lavatory

Circling life on and on

Tell me l was wrong then l will die

Refusal happened in billions times

Attached me to satisfing the old man

Using myself and make a connection is like a spear and sheild

So l'm a tall guy

l can't shout and wave my hands like l raged

In case l'll frighten others

Only if l want to express by sacrificing my career like female Jesus

But l'm not

l express all the way l have.

My mind acted like a racecourse、my heart pay like losing freedom

My time wasted like l'm a vampire、my parent depressed more like l lookdown on them

……

So thats why we called it luxury

Those who not build their life on extrem money but others' lifetime

Why should l parallell my life on the old man's losing mind ?

Like a porn , l'll find the answer till the last second and got nothing

Why should l watch this if l have never ever watched it?

l can't express it because in some girls eyes it's a gem