2565-07-11

She got perkys by the kilo, says it helps her to forget bout her last,
她从我这儿赚了点外快 高兴地说这让她忘记了前尘往事，
It's okay I don't judge though, cause baby don't we all have a past,
我不予置评 毕竟谁都有一段过去，
Perky got me feeling like myself again,
通过现成的钞票重拾自我，
Damn its been a minute since I felt this shit,
真糟糕 精神麻木已经持续一会了，
Damn its been a minute since I felt like this,
那又如何 我早就失去了感知能力，
I was lost, now I'm found, now I'm lost again,
从迷茫中走出 如今我又陷入困境，
It's getting so ****ing hard to be an optimist,
积极的生活对我来说遥不可及，
When same ones who built you up will break you down,
如果她给予你活下去动力 也会亲手扼杀你的希望，
What do you do when there ain't nobody left to save you now,
现在除了自救别无他法 你会怎么选择，
Cause your worst enemies be your own blood,
因为于你而言 最难战胜的敌人就是你自己，
And you try to make amends with your own but,
你试着用自己理想的方式来弥补 不过。