金缕曲 读茨维塔耶娃《我想和你一起生活》

小镇黄昏别。

怨钟声，绵绵未已，几多呜咽？

吹落韶光如笛碎，点滴何曾消歇？

应记得，缪斯一瞥......

剩盏心灯难泯灭，算迟迟，轻舸日边发。

围炉火，共君热！

牢笼天地非空设。

更沾巾，葬花踪迹，旧时书札。

过尽千帆还放手，谁令襟怀澄澈？

都只被，音尘吞啮。

长夜无垠青鸟绝、就残烟、弹却香丝屑。

窗前有，半融雪。

I’d Like to Live with You

我想和你一起生活

I’d like to live with You

In a small town,

Where there are eternal twilights

And eternal bells.

我想和你一起生活

在某个小镇，

共享无尽的黄昏

和绵绵不绝的钟声。

And in a small village inn—

The faint chime

Of ancient clocks—like droplets of time.

在这个小镇的旅店里——

古老时钟敲出的

微弱响声

像时间轻轻滴落。

And sometimes, in the evenings, from some garret—

A flute,

And the flautist himself in the window.

And big tulips in the window-sills.

And maybe, You would not even love me…

有时候，在黄昏，自顶楼某个房间传来笛声，

吹笛者倚著窗牖，

而窗口大朵郁金香。

此刻你若不爱我，我也不会在意。

In the middle of the room—a huge tiled oven,

On each tile—a small picture:

A rose—a heart—a ship.—

And in the one window—

Snow, snow, snow.

在房间中央，一个磁砖砌成的炉子，

每一块磁砖上画著一幅画：

一颗心，一艘帆船，一朵玫瑰。

而自我们唯一的窗户张望，

雪，雪，雪。

You would lie—thus I love You: idle,

Indifferent, carefree.

Now and then the sharp strike

Of a match.

你会躺成我喜欢的姿势：慵懒，

淡然，冷漠。

一两回点燃火柴的

刺耳声。

The cigarette glows and burns down,

And trembles for a long, long time on its edge

In a gray brief pillar—of ash.

You’re too lazy even to flick it—

And the whole cigarette flies into the fire.

你香烟的火苗由旺转弱，

烟的末梢颤抖著，颤抖著

短小灰白的烟蒂——连灰烬

你都懒得弹落——

香烟遂飞舞进火中。