明知不该这样，却又忍不住这样

I don't want to do anything, just laze in bed. But somewhere in my heart, I am still thinking about the work without progress, and I am extremely anxious. In that case, I won't have to get up and work, but I don't want to. I am the one who indulges me, and I am the one who presses me-- Yamamoto Wenxu's "Then, I'm Alone"

什么都不想做，就在床上懒着。但心里的某个地方，还在想着毫无进展的工作，急得不得了。这样的话起来干活不就得了，却又不想起来。纵容我的人是我，紧逼我的人还是我。 -- 山本文绪 《然后，我就一个人了》