Molancholy Blue

When the worst thing has happened in my life.

 What should i say or do to save it ?

Only the god know it.

God show me the way, and lead me to his sipirt,and then,I begin to understand the method that not everyone is virtuous as i always look forward to.

the other people may be selfish,cold and depraved,they know nothing about kindness,but they know everything about benefit.

Is that really important to an adult?

Maybe and maybe not.

My friends always tell me that don't be so naive, Even. This world is not look like you think,man's mind is unpredictable.I know that definitely.but i just don't want to be so sophisticated like the person that i disdained before.Maybe i am so stupid as i try to make people believe the power of kindness.but i never regret of the goodwill i ever paid.

And i see it today. I lost my phone,and the woman who had it seemed have no attention to give it back to me.She has her way,and i believe she will get the punishment for her greed in one day.

Here's the key, my dear workmates and the stuffs of our mansion.they tried their best to help me to find my phone and the woman.Miss Ying is a kind person,althought she said that her warmheartedness just from the curiosity.And most of them told me the worst thing that was happened before in their life to get me out from the molanchly bule.

 So i never feel disappointed about the human nature,as i always can feel the kindness from such little behavior.Be nice to good people,and finally, such kindness will be come back to yourself.

I think this is what the God want to let me know,bad thing will be happened sometimes,don't be so sad,as this is just a grit in your long life.it will not frustrate you for long time,as you have the ability of finding the happiness,and the good people will always accompany with you.God stand by your side,I will not be a one less lonely girl anymore.

Things will be better.I love the person who really loves me.

Even Chen

7.28.2020.