心情莫名烦躁，要找房子搬家

Am I too picky? Maybe I just live in a neat place even it’s rent from landlord

Many people bought their own house at my age, but I am so poor to buy a home for myself. Life is too tough to live alone we need at least two people to pay the mortgage for 20 to 30 years and then get a home . As a grownup women , there is no support from my family because I should have married a few years ago supported by a husband and his family.

Are you familiar to this situation?

I am homeless and unemployed, what a mess life ! It seems I screwed everything in my life.

I ruined everything, sometimes I have cried at midnight get back to normal next morning