I am not ok

I feel losing grips on my daily life

On my breath

I had the first insomnia night after depression

I feel disintegrated

A swimming tear on my eye socket

I feel light

If I’m dying this silencely in sleepless darkness

I will not surprise

I feel no sorry for the one I love

If I survive

I shall resign from my duties here and there

From the unrequited doom love

And Fully be me

I had my last moment to myself

Then I can say

The depression is on

And I am off

I AM NOT OK