Diary

Almost every day I want to upgrade my oral English level, but I am too shy to express myself, so I usually write something to show my feelings.

I know it refer to my personality, I enjoy a solitary life, as well as a queit and peaceful life, however, in emerging world, it is impossible to do same and familiar things with the time elapses, if I do so, I will lag behind others. Maybe, to some extent, how contradictory emotion, on the one hand, I want to boost myself, on the other hand, I cannot bear tremendous pressure, and I want to evade.

Yet as an English major, the stress of competition is so much that we need to spare no effort to struggle to live. What is conspicuous is that the COVID-19 outbreak made the foreign trade extremely lost. So it is no wonder that the work chances of this is rare. After graduation, many English university graduates will to be a teacher at middle school or senior high school. But in my mind, the salary is lower than my expectation, so I want to try something else to make more money.