Darling,
I know your life isn’t going the way you may have thought it would. You may feel trapped, or that your life is out of control. I am confident that you will see happier days, and wanted to bring to light that although your life may be chaos for the moment, these are still good times.
You have a roof over your head and good food in your belly. Clean drinking water, and good health. Your children are beautiful, and happy. They too are in good health. They are not hungry, or cold, or lonely. They know love, and peace. They have a loving mother, and by your own words, a loving father.
Your son is getting stronger every day. He is learning how to be a good brother, and how to help support the family. He is passionate, and energetic. (VERY energetic. Lol) All too soon, he will begin taking his life into his own hands, and begin to become the man that he wants to be. With the love and guidance of his Mom and Dad, as well as family and friends, he will prosper, and live a good life with love in his heart.
Your daughter is beautiful as her mother. So young, I can already see compassion, love and beauty in her heart. A house is just a building, but the family structure is something stronger. She will see this, and as she is nurtured, the good in her will grow and blossom like a Lotus. She will be beautiful inside and out. I have no doubt of this.
I will not touch the child support issue, as that is an issue for you and your former husband to discuss. You did tell me that he loves his kids, and that he is eager to take care of them. You are a good woman with strong moral compass. My advice, listen to your heart, and do what you feel is fair for everyone involved, including yourself.
Trying to find a career path in life is one of the most difficult things to do for anyone (including myself). In time you will find a path that is true for you. A career, a small business, a job opportunity, these are things that you can have. With pride, I say America is the land of opportunity. That doesn’t mean that everything will come to you accidentally, or with no effort, but that the opportunity is there for you to find, and take. There is risk involved, and you will fall down trying to find your way; but know that your friends and family will be here to help you back to your feet, so that you may try again.
Learning how to drive a car is one of the most fun, and exciting things a person can do. Knowing that you are free to go places far and wide or simply explore the streets around your home gives you a sense of freedom. You will find new restaurants, stores, parks, and malls. You will be able to drop off and pick up your children without the expense of a taxi, or relying on friends or family for a ride. Think of the money you are spending on Uber every week. This money would go to gas, and car insurance, but the car would be yours. With a mode of transportation, job opportunities will present themselves. Even if you don’t work more hours, your pay may increase. It is my understanding that your boyfriend (who is rather handsome I hear) has offered to teach you how to drive, and even has a very nice car to learn with.
You say that your plans are dead. Maybe this is true, but that does NOT mean that you cannot create new plans, and maybe even better plans. I know you are frustrated, and believe me, I too have been there, but don’t give up on yourself just yet.
The world is smaller than ever before. You are never too far from family and friends.
Your clothes will get dirty, but I will wash them for you.
The roads are slippery, but you should see how well my Honda Accord handles in the snow!
We could get stuck, but we will laugh, for this too would make for a great adventure and a story for your children to encourage them when they too get stuck someday.
There will be dangers, but I for one refuse to live my life afraid to live my life.
I cannot speak to the rest of your poem, but I can help you write new versus.
Keep the faith, and know that you are not alone Dear.
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