I won't let any opportunities that can help me grow go. When I was thrown in a completely new environment or meet new people 我并不是自来熟 I get in touch with people from all walks of life. It's more diverse than the my everyday environment. I'm a little bit conserved. I feel restrained and I can't be myself. I'd rather hang out with my friends that know me like a book. Even though they don't know my B side, but at least they know what I am like in everyday life. I don't hide myself wherever I go. So I'm quite sure that what they see about me is 90% me. But when I was exposed to a new environment, I'm not sure if I'm well-behaved or if they like it or not. I hate it because I care too much about others. I'm so agreeable that I lost my own personality and I'm afraid that people don't like me. I fear that they think I'm weird, dull and useless.
On the flip side, this is a great opportunity for me to look inside and figure out the reason why I think so. You are becoming more clear of yourself once you jump out of your comfort zone. Those conflicting feelings are not common when you stay in your comfort zone.
Just ask yourself once you get side-tracked, why you aren't yourself at that moment, why you feel distracted and why you can't concentrate.
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