Thought I would need buy new mattress for my son when we move to new apartment, he told me I wouldn’t have to. I could just move his current bed to our néw house and he would just sleep on the ground in the weekends. I said I would feel bed if he slept on the ground, I would leave my crappy bed for him to sleep if he didn’t mind. He asked where I would sleep, I said Uncle Honeybee would give me his bed. He then asked where he would sleep on, I said don’t worry uncle’s got new bed.
This was a conversation happened today when he was on fever 100.4F. My little man always surprised me that how caring he could be even when he was sick.
My kids care about me more than anybody else in the world. And they trust me so much, wherever we are, as long as I am here, their sky will never fall.
I dream about our better life in new apartment so often, we will build our happy nest, make new friends, set things up together, have lots of family activities, tell everyone in the family we love and we care, show respect and give space. Of course grow ups are not easy to deal with, but I will have another chance to review my younger time, I will have to figure out how to lead my kids to be a better me, our future will be full of challenges and fun.
Thanksgiving has passed, but I want to say again. Thanks to every stranger who once smiled to me and stopped for me, when I was in another broken world. Thanks to every friend of mine to keep being nice and helpful, everything they did I will never forget. Thanks to my American parents, without them I and kids would not make it today. Thanks to my man, he is over worried and over considerate, he did millions of things for me from roof to Q-tips, I really don’t know how I can pay him back.
At this moment, I am still freaked out by thinking I will be living on my own in less than a month. Unlike before, there is no fear, no worry this time, I know I will manage things well, or if I can’t,I will pretend I never said this. 😂
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