当我写文章的时候，我在想什么

当我写作的时候，我在想什么？
what am i thinking while writing an essay?

如果那是个关于过去的故事，那么我只是在回忆那时候的情形。
if that is a story about my past, i was recalling the situation at that time.

如果是叙述生活中一些奇怪的事物，那么我一定在想它背后的原因。
if it's going to show something peculiar in daily life, i must have been thinking the reason behind that.

大部分时候，我只是把当下想到的和做过的事情写下来，一篇文章就像一个总结，而且记录对我来说是有趣的。
Mostly, i was just writing down what i thought and what i did presently, an essay comes like a summerize for that and it's interesting for me to record it.

我不关心谁会阅读它，也不在乎别人阅读时的感受。我想他们一定是意外点击了或者被文章的标题所吸引而点击的。他们不了解我，我也不了解他们。如果有人留言，我会回复但很少会回访。
I do not really care who will read about it nor the feeling of others who are scanning it. i think they must have clicked it by accident or just are attractive by the healine. they don't know me and i don't know them either. if any one of them leave a message, i will reply it but i seldom visit back.

但我经常拜访我的朋友们，那也是之所以称为朋友原因。你选择亲近一些人也选择远离一些人，剩下的就是中立的陌生人了。
But i visit my friends frequently and that's what called a friend. you choose some people to get close to and another to get away from. the rest are strangers who are neutral to you.

陌生人真的会关心你要表达什么吗？不，他们只是寻找乐趣或满足好奇心，有一些是为了寻找同理心。他们既不在乎你的生活多么琐碎，也不在乎你经历了怎样糟糕的处境。他们只关心这是否足够有趣。
Does the strangers really care what i am going to express? No, they just look for fun or satisfy the curiosity. some read for sympathy. they don't mind what a gross you live in nor how terrified situation you have experienced. they just mind if it was interesting enough.

没什么好责怪的，生活从来都不完美，而生命可以因此变得更加完美。
Don't blame to that. life has never been perfect, and that's make life more perfect.