Maha Shivaradri真实得一点不可怕！分手就是最勇敢的

2020-02-21

3 点醒来，4点起床，我的routine已经完美，4.30-5.30 pool Shala vipa, 没人那里睡觉了，估计知道我要去！满脑子都是james。之后detox，不成功，同样surf group。

tall shala 5.30开始瑜伽，真的很美的日出，每天都惊叹，会停下来照相，还是眼睛记住心灵感受最好。

James提前出线，阳光的样子，I hug him: feel so safe to huge u!

今天没有教课任务，轻松一些，换了swimming suit回来听他chanting，海风很大，完美的景色，有他在旁边chanting，一起挑战tides，让我冲向浪潮，我也小试牛刀，但还是不愿意冒险很大！等他回来去pool，听他唠叨我放钥匙不对，我就是无所谓，尽管说！

早餐完美，因为重复的东西，我们说自己diet习惯，从来没有这么多可以说的时候，他胃口一直好的很，我也尽可能accommodate和他漫长的吃饭过程！

之后deal with visa，投诉twitter，purple valley，英国签证就是hanging there，咨询需要信用卡付费和出去买卡充值接着打，耐心和接受现实。James各种对于visa不满，so？

意识到今天是Mahaahivaratri, James asked me to join in him for reciting in beach Shala which is a good energy, then we meditate for 50 minutes, I look at him feel he is beautiful, now we both working here, nice! 

D send me message on Guatemala invitation I can not do it just like Chile invitation also; he is into Vietnam teaching and  I told him I am interested in teaching in europe, he immediately send me a dean link which is very nice of him. Let us see, my aim is to teach in Europe and New York, that is it. 

yesterday we did talk about Costa Rica together and also New York, let us see.