My fears and The heart for chasing somethings.
One of the senior colleagues called me at the near end of the day. His tone quite delightful and said he was finishing up his job soon. He was going to enrol a course and started his master.
I possibly know these days he had been through. He works 7 days a week and very diligent. when he was working on the project he even stayed back at 9 at night. He sacrificed the time a lot and seems never compliant. Once upon a time, I asked him why you even worked on Sunday. He said there were a lot of people were working on Sunday. He just one of them. I had a little shocked at that moment and do not what to say.
The senior colleague supposed my leader. If he is left so who I will need to report to? I have so many questions marks fo face. The most important question is how I find the guidance to do my job in future. What is the structure? What is the company future plan?... It's kind of a bunch of fear and loneness coming up after he left.and cannot find any support.
However, life isn't like that? Some people we came across and left, they taught us somethings or even haven't taught us important things then left. The rest of the things we have to figure out ourselves. The result could be good or bad. It depends on what I want to achieve.
It could be planned by God. God is asking me to do something and planned it in my life. Facing this challenge so I can maximise the growing and developing for my life. I can learn the thing quicker and more.
I need to take my current tasks more seriously and step stability. No pain no gain and face the fear, no regret.
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