Truth

Him: Hey. I hope you had a good day at work. I got your text message, and your email. I want you to think I’m ignoring you. The truth is, this is hard for me too. I just need a little space, and time. I’m glad Siana is OK. That was just terrible what happened! Tough little kid though, I knew she would bounce back. :-) You have every right to be angry, that makes perfect sense to me. I would be if I were you as well. Thank you for your kind words. You are the sweetest person I know. I don’t know why I do the things I do, or why I feel the way I do. I don’t have all the answers. I do know that I felt for a long time that we were not right for one another. I wanted to give us a fair chance, and so we dated for a little over a year. You will always be special to me, and I want to always be there for you and your children. I will talk more in detail when I have more time. I’m actually texting you while I’m driving. Anyways, I hope you’re doing OK. Know that you’re still in my thoughts, and my prayers.

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You are not loyal to love as you said or you didn’t love me, I can not take neither truth.

You didn’t even remember when we started dating if I didn’t mention, it means for you dating with someone is so common.

In the beginning you talked like you only had one girl friend, but soon you were talking about different girl friends who had sex with you.

You told many lies, I didn’t want to think further. You were doing good things for me, I thought you came back for forever. Now you said you thought we were not right for each other long time ago, we just dated for 9 months, so when did you figure out I was not the right one?

Among the words you told, you loved me, you wished I was there for you, you wished you could do more for me, which one was true? Which was not?

I think you don’t know what you want, you don’t have an idea what kind of partner you want, you just keep looking, you tell lies for good or for hiding?

I was really sad, I cried every night, but today I feel bit better. God has mercy, he knows you were not the right one for me, and I realize now. It is a good news that you go. We are not same kind.

I don’t need prove, but I will become better and find better man who doesn’t hurt me at all.

I wish you good luck, but if you keep doing the same thing, dating, having sex with girls, dump them in a short time, that is not good.