Lonely

I am alone

only alone

live in the darkness

I remembered:

once a beam of light

it seemed to shine me

However,

I feared the hurt

far away

hiding

During the year and four months,

totally

four hundred and fifty–five days but two hours

twenty squares

alone but lonely

No sympathy, don't be pathetic

oblivious

hopeful

longing

recall

lonely

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《亦孤亦独》*

我是一个人

仅仅只是一个人

活在黑暗里

曾经有一束光

仿佛曾照耀着我

而我

害怕被灼伤

远远的

躲开了去

一年零四个月，四百八十五天零两小时

二十平的黑夜

一个人，却只是一个人

毋需同情，毋需可怜

遗忘

期寄

憧憬

回忆

孤且独