为她守候一生一世，直至孤独终老

作者: 腾龘 | 来源:发表于2019-05-14 05:30 被阅读422次

"You are love, warmth, hope, April on earth!"Every time I read this sentence, I will think of Lin Huiyin, the woman who is full of the fragrance of April and immortal. When I talk about Lin Huiyin, I can't help mentioning the man who watched her all her life, Jin Yuelin.Deeply affectionate eyes, love for thousands of yearsAmong millions of people, he met the person he wanted to meet, and he was fettered for a lifetime.Jin Yuelin was deeply attracted by Lin Huiyin when she first met her. Unfortunately, the beautiful woman in front of her was married to another woman. He loved her, but could not express it. There are always some people who are unforgettable for thousands of years. There are always some feelings that they can afford but can't let go. What's the use of marrying someone else if it's not you?Lin Huiyin is a rare woman in the world. She is smart, witty and talented. Xu Zhimo, a passionate woman, was obsessed with her, and Liang Sicheng, a mature and steady man, loved her in every way. But Xu Zhimo later married Lu Xiaoman. Liang Sicheng was the wife of Lin Huiyin after her death, and only Jin Yuelin remained unmarried all his life. He was so gentle and persistent that he waited for Lin Huiyin all his life, lonely and silent.Jin Yuelin's love is painful. How can there be such a man in the world, full of talent and infatuation? He loved her all his life and waited for her all his life. Such love is respected because it is open-minded, because it can be loved and let go, because it is true. This should only be seen in heaven, but now it is heard in the world.In order to meet the people who are longing for, he often accompanies them around. Jin Yuelin "lives in the woods", wherever Lin Huiyin goes, he follows him. Do not ask for two nights and two flights, but silently watch. During the arduous years of fierce fighting, Lin Hui, who was weak and sickly, suffered from illness and was thin. Jin Yuelin saw that a scholar had raised chicken and stewed her soup to make up her body.To like someone is to run wild, but to love someone is to restrain. During the more than 20 years with the Liang family, Jin Yuelin had a passion for Lin Huiyin. He was courteous, honest and bright. Jin Yuelin grasped the scale of communication between himself and Lin Huiyin, put himself in a right position, and won the respect of Liang Sicheng's family. Jin Yuelin was sad and lonely in his old age. Lin Huiyin's son, Liang Congjie, brought Jin Yuelin to live with him and treated him with respect for his father. He even called him "Jin Da".Since ancient times, Lin Hui died of lung disease and mental illness in Beijing. Jin Yuelin sobbed in mourning for "a thousand waterfalls in a poetic way, April in all ages". She left, she will always be in April, always in his heart, but, never see again.Love in silence, like in silenceIn the future, Jin Yuelin guarded this immortal friendship with silence and silence. For Jin Yuelin, although Lin Huiyin has disappeared, he still lingers in his ears. Even though Lin Huiyin died many years ago, he still remembered her birthday, only he remembered it, only he never forgot it. Even though he was dying in bed, he could still clearly recite the poems she had written.Such endless yearning is what kind of infatuation. I miss someone in my heart, and then there is a city.In 1984, at the age of 89, Jin Yuelin died peacefully in April, accompanied by Lin Huiyin's poems, life-long love. Jin Yuelin's ashes were buried beside Lin Huiyin's tomb. For so many years, those words and regrets that could not be said in the world could finally be told to Lin Huiyin underground.Jin Yuelin's love has not been as graceful and vigorous as Xu Zhimo's. It has only one plain beginning, one plain process and one silent ending. Others pay for Lin Huiyin because others like it; Jin Yuelin pays for Lin Huiyin because he is willing to.I love you only because you are a robbery that I can't hide in my life. That's all. Love a person without thinking, without asking for more, that kind of pay without reward, is the real love. How many men can afford such a profound emotion?The protagonists of the story are all dead, leaving behind a regret that makes people sad. The man with extraordinary talent, with a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, silently watches the dusty fairy with a calm heart. Such a look is a lifetime.