no crying

cry my river out

make up mum mac l brought

dress like in InS color comfort me

everyday bruff facial cream wet my face

no complaint ,no annoyance

I'm not insane about love and boys

l'm okey when l'm in a jail

cuz that what conscious ported on me

That's what  disparsing corners of province

about how long l'v endured

Cuz I'm shape myself in my dream

in my heart

Only not in my life

What's l saying gonna fake

And no one cares about my feelings

Even screaming millions stopping stop

Still inside outside so hurt

Shame on my face

makeup can't hide blush

For my experience mass up life

What l wanna be What l wanna do

Scare what bite sth wrong and on and on

Sth l enjoy sword me as l was glass

Pretend me , my body as a commodity

Refine my family form warm and peace

Contradiction、conqurral 、ache …

burn heart till becoming ashe

slipe time till dawn coming

And l wanna hug someone l never met while l just thought

l wanna spread world my mind when l was    disabled my neuro

How l continue my life with my broken heart

When my life just begin and l lethargy soon

so l hold my fist to beat brains

See how l manage a past me

and l like me 、myself & l

so l bring the world love and l get myself safe and sound