just to see if I can make it

I try to write every day just to see if I can make it. most of the time, I can't do things consistently, always make plans, set up goals, but never finish. i want to change that awkward status.
i don't know if I have a gorgeous future, but I can surely do what I told myself. is that so? not necessary. the truth is I always do bad just because I can't do things consistently, I can't stick to my plans, which make me feel failure.
thank God , it's not too late to change now.I can change myself now, from now on, be a person who can always be disipline, to work out my dream.