Hi Little Man

Hi Little Man,

You are going to school next Tuesday, and thanks God, you will stay in school almost 8 hours per day, which means a lot to me. I only need deal with your sister during the day, and you will learn things and make friends in your school. It is good for you also good for me. I know little you are always bored st home, you expect me to play with you more, talk with you more, explain more things to you, but sorry honey, my hands are full, my time is limit, and my knowledge is limit too. I love you more and more though I yell at you more often, I accept your blame and complains as I do not treat you patiently all the time, but you are not s baby any more, you are old enough to do the chore, to listen and understand, to help me out, to be responsible for what you are saying and doing. You are a boy, or even if you were girl, you are part of the family, you need take your responsibility more and more.

I am happy that you are going to school, also I am proud of being your mother. You are hyper, you are naughty sometimes, but I know it is just because your age, you are never a bad kid. You love me, you love your sister, you love to help people. You are such a sweetheart, funny, considerate, smart and silly. I am sorry, I should not throw temper on you when I am grumpy or you are grumpy, I know the better way is to comfort you and give you love as you crave my attention and power that you deserve. I am not a perfect Mom, I am learning to be better one.

I truly love you, my first born, my boy! I will always love you! God bless our family, I have you and your sister, the strength I always seek of is from you and your sister, as long as I am here, you will be always taken care of and be loved! However I won’t adore you, you will grow up, be a real man, take care of us, then my mission is over. You not belong to me, you belong to the society, you belong to God, I am just a delivery messenger.