Love and Fear.

Hopefully, you are not interested in those diaries I wrote. Sometimes, I feel like naked when I think of them. I even can't read them after writing down, which reminds me of the terrible days and bad feelings I once had. None of my friends  know my Douban account and Jianshu,  that's why I can write  freely, for the first time I don't have to care about what others will think of me. Somehow I started to believe that everybody is a moon and has a dark side which he never shows to others.

在过去的一年，我的运气太坏。一有什么好运气，我感到开心之后又感到紧张，问自己，“Is this real?" .

我也希望像你那般说话，永远地不温不火，在文字和自我的平衡之间游走，淡然又笃定。