There isn’t any clean dirt on earth, but you can create a clean land in your heart. Far away from the pain and fear, peaceful, joyful, you can add whatever you want. After these years, you lose the capability to think and change, you give up yourself but blame to others, what for?
You fake outside, you present the worst of you to your family, then who can see your good heart? The ones who love you are pushed away by you, the ones who care about you want to get away from you. It is sad, that you don’t have much time, to spend with your family, why don’t you calm down and relax, try to think about something else except money? As for now, you have a roof over your head, you have plenty of food in your house, you have the love you craved, what else you need?
When you slam the doors again and again, yell at your companion again and again, blow the roof, make the neighborhood upset, you know that we are watching, the little ones are watching. You said you care, I doubt that. In this situation, who is not suffering, the one you should blame to you treat him like precious, but take out on others. What is in your mind?
I am sorry, you said the kids love you, they do, but if you keep acting crazy, I am not sure they will still want you. If you want to keep us here, I am always glad to help and to love, but I don’t want to involve myself and my kids in war.
I ask my God to forgive me for what I thought about you, I can not take this, I don’t know how long I can hang on, I just want to leave, far away from you, at least long enough when you calm down.
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