蘑菇

我是慢鱼爱立刻，英国一点点的践行学徒；

期待建构有爱的智能世界，希望有您参与。

黄油煎蘑菇在平底锅里吱吱作响，香气四溢；

厨房窗外的绿色草地上，蜜蜂正围着盛开的蓝铃花, 玫瑰跟百日菊忙碌采蜜；

穿过草地后面的小溪是一片树林，锅里的蘑菇就清晨从那里采的。

这是北京过不上的生活，也是吸引我跟丈夫老远飞来英国乡下度假的原因。

丈夫是外资投行资深高管; 虽是40几岁大叔但健身得法，穿起西装英俊挺拔，幽默风趣，正是玉树临风又多金；不工作的我住在的五环外的别墅里，平日豪车出行，羡煞亲戚闺蜜们，都夸嫁得好； 我自也深以为然，努力保养跟化妆、努力不变老、努力学做菜、努力讨丈夫欢心。

然而我们没有小孩；年轻时多次人流注定了我的不孕不育；为此不知多少次午夜梦回泪湿枕畔。也想过领养，但丈夫不同意抚养没血缘关系的孩子；只能在遇到亲戚闺蜜带小孩餐叙集会时，强颜欢笑，内心泣血。她们是看不得我好，故意刺激；我知道。

尤其是年轻漂亮的房屋中介Flower，每次见面都带上她的半岁小孩，挥舞双手嘟囔着听不懂的娃娃语，可爱到爆炸。她从不掩饰对丈夫的欣赏，每每流露出对我的羡慕嫉妒；如果不是她能帮我们照顾深圳的房子租赁买卖，加上已经结婚有小孩，我一定立刻断绝与她来往，搞不好哪天丈夫就被抢了。

直到来英国前，我在微信里发现丈夫过度关心Flower跟小孩。那完全是对家人的口吻，小孩一天大便几次关你什么事？Flower与她老公出席宴会穿太露关你什么事？

当晚我就晕倒了，差点影响到英国行程。醒来后下定决心，要好好利用这次出行；

丈夫是我的，谁也不能抢走。

丈夫最爱英国蘑菇，老说国内的味道不行。我努力在网上找蘑菇相关讯息，终于找到这家B&B民宿，后面的森林就能采蘑菇；丈夫很高兴。我也很高兴。

黄油煎蘑菇在平底锅里吱吱作响，应该可以上桌了；我看了一眼餐桌旁迫不及待的丈夫，再看一眼没使用完的死亡帽(deadly webcap)，微微一笑。

我已经准备好了，死也要带走我的爱；丈夫是我的，谁也抢不走。

deadly webcap

Mushroom

Mushrooms are fried with butter in the pan, and it smells good; Look out of the kitchen window, bee gather honey from bluebell, rose and zinnia on a grass, hustle and bustle.

Behind the grass, there is a forest with stream, where I got the mushrooms in the early morning.

No way to have such enjoyable life in Beijing. That’s why husband and I flight such long distance to British for outskirt vacation.

My husband is a senior manager with fat salary in British capital invested corporation; hence I can be a house wife to keep a villa, a limo, and many luxuries. All my relatives and friends are jealous of my marriage. In order to maintain the relationship with my husband, I am striving for youth and beauty with makeup and skin care, and practicing culinary skill for him.

Sadly I am bound to no child since my induced abortions in teenage. I have regretted the hasty with tears, especially in the midnight. Husband rejects my adoption proposal since he has no willing to raise a kid without blood relationship. Therefore I feel painful in friends gathering with children; I think they are on purpose to bring children to laugh at me. They are just jealous. I know.

Especially the young pretty, Flower, is used to bring her cute and lovely little baby to meet us.  But I still treat her as a friend, until I aware the affair between husband and her.

I was shock, but I decide to maintain the relationship with husband in the UK trip.

He is mine, no one can steal him.

I know Husband likes UK grown mushrooms, so I surfed the web to find this B&B house that we can get natural mushroom in nearby forest. He is happy, I am happy too.

Mushrooms are fried with butter in the pan, it is ready to serve.

I glimpse my husband beside the dieting table, and then I glimpse the cut deadly webcap mushroom.

I am ready to die, accomplished with my dear husband. He is mine, no one can steal him.