whenever i am exhausted I will lose control of my temper easily, and be pissed off in a minute.
Especially when children are keeping noising loudly, calling mother, torturing you, the children's father doesnt care about anything just like an ugly and unuseful vase standing aside.
Once I shouted at my children, Once I feel very regretful and sorry for that. I have to admit that I'm a slave to the emotion. I seem like an indefinite bomb which can explode anytime. I can't stop it, just like an endless bad circle keeping going round and round, more like a disease difficult to be cured. All of these make me feel very disappointed in myself.
How failure I am. I'm really a loser. But I don't want this. I want to change. I want to go out of the endless circle. I want to be a new self.
Easier said than done. Please take real and concrete action , and stick to it.
From the moment on from now, please smile, calm, gentle and friendly. To be a good mother, to be a good wife to be a good daughter. The most important thing is to be a good self.
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