2019已经如此之“难”

没想到

2020一开头更难

原本期待着潮落之后的潮起

以为

马上会迎来触底反弹

但是

命运告诉你：

稍等

还没有到谷底

我们还得向下走走

2020之殇

此时此刻才知道自己不仅缺少对美好未来的想象力

对”谷底“深浅也一无所知

2019年经济下行

”难“是我们的关键词

没钱

没工作

没人爱

很难

但是命运告诉你

”难"算什么

你还没有见过生死离别

你还没有尝过病痛折磨

你还没有感受过扑面而来的恐惧笼罩

”难“算什么

曼巴精神

今天除了与日俱增的病患数字霸占着头条外

（在此也吊念每一位被夺去生命的亲人）

引来另一则噩耗

一位巨星陨落

（此时多少人幻想这也许是虚假新闻）

Kobe宣布退役后在《球员论坛网》发表自撰文

表达对篮球深深的爱

“打篮球是这辈子让我最快乐和自在的事”

《Dear Basketball》

《亲爱的篮球》

From the moment

I started rolling my dad’s tube socks

And shooting imaginary

Game-winning shots

In the Great Western Forum

I knew

I fell in love with you

A love so deep I gave you my all —

From my mind & body

To my spirit & soul.

As a six-year-old boy

Deeply in love with you

I never saw the end of the tunnel.

I only saw myself

Running out of one

And so I ran.

I ran up and down every court

After every loose ball for you

You asked for my hustle

I gave you my heart

Because it came with so much more.

I played through the sweat and hurt

Not because challenge called me

But because YOU called me.

I did everything for YOU

Because that’s what you do

When someone makes you feel as

Alive as you’ve made me feel.

You gave a six-year-old boy his Laker dream

And I’ll always love you for it.

But I can’t love you obsessively for much longer.

This season is all I have left to give.

My heart can take the pounding

My mind can handle the grind

But my body knows it’s time to say goodbye.

And that’s OK

I’m ready to let you go

I want you to know now

So we both can savor every moment we have left together

The good and the bad

We have given each other

All that we have.

And we both know, no matter what I do next

I’ll always be that kid

With the rolled up socks

Garbage can in the corner

:05 seconds

Ball in my hands.

5 … 4 … 3 … 2 … 1

Love you always

Kobe

科比

如果命运让我知道必须要说再见，And that's OK

我想象我的热爱应该是这样

不是因为挑战

不是因为使命召唤

因为我感觉活着

我感激生命给了我一个做梦的机会

为此我也将永远爱你

但是我不会偏执地痴迷于你

我会给出我的所有

我的心会承受各种打击

我的意志会继续坚持

如果命运让我知道是时候说再见了

And That's OK

我一直做好准备说再见

现在只想让你知道

我一直珍藏我们彼此在一起的时光

无论好坏

最后希望你知道

对生命我一直是最单纯的热爱

未来和意外哪个先来？

没有人知道

与其关注不可以控制的

抓住自己的热爱

做到自己能做的极限

就是此生最大的浪漫

曼巴无悔