The asthma

I got asthma when I even cant not remember things，and it has been more than 20 years.

As me asthma is both friend and enemy of me，it torments me，yet it helps me.

Everytime I suddenly wake at deep night，everytime I can hardly breathe I hate it just like I hate myself.

I want to be a runner running in the wind embrace the aroma of every season.Yet，asthma disillusioned my plan.

Although I konw I am fighter I am warrior，I frustrate due to asthma，whatever，I regard it as the booby trap from God.

I am still ambitious，I am still confident！