UtterInnocence Forever——Delicate

I have loved 《Harry Potter 》for many years. From the stunning trial to the full collection of hardcover purchases.I was deeply imprinted by the words in the book, and falling in love with everything over and over again. It's been a long time. Many times I feel that I can't suppress the emotion in my heart and I want to write something to let off steam, but it doesn't work because I'm afraid of writing too bad. I love more than just the books, but a world. Words can not describe a world.

If you experience my love from my words, this is only the tip of the iceberg in my heart. I will always be a member of thousands of HP fans.

I want to write the most special role in my mind. I would like to write down his name respectfully, Severus Snape. He started out as a villain and was almost hated by everyone in the first few books because Harry stood for justice, and Snape was always looking for all sorts of reasons to beat him, punish him, deduct Gryffindor's points, make the three of them hate him, and make countless Harry fans hate him. But when someone deliberately hurt Harry, he was the one who protected Harry instead. This makes everyone very puzzled.

But there isn’t a simple black and white affair in this world, and there is no unprovoked hostility and goodwill. Snape's actions all explain - his past must be extraordinary.

The mystery was uncovered until the last two books.

To be exact, it is in the last book, before everything is settled, before Voldemort is killed.

Voldemort let his snake bite Snape for get the old wand, and left immediately. In his heart, there was no pity or guilt. Harry, who was looking at everything in the dark, could not help but come to Snape. Snape gasped in anguish and let Harry collect his memory, then passed away.

Harry used a meditation basin to see Snape's memory and understand his life. At last, I understand what is hidden in the eyes of Snape, making the eyes so thick and dark.

As a child, Snape and her witch mother lived in a poor place in the human world with his human father. Because his daddy doesn't like magic, he was bad with his wife and son. Poverty and the violence of his father made Snape's childhood miserable and dark. From then on he became a humble and extreme boy.

However, it was fate that he met Lili, a girl who is like a pure, beautiful lily. She shone like a sun in Snape’ life and made him love her readily. She had a magical talent but was a real human being. so Snape was Lily's guide in the magical world, he told her many things. he was happy, because she listened to him, believed him. They became best friends.

But soon they went to Hogwarts. There, Lily was dazzling, and she soon had many friends, including a group of four that Snape hated, led by Jame Potter. They are happy and frank, similar to Lili, but totally different from Snape. Perhaps at the time of the college sorting, Lily was a brave and pure Gryffindor forever, but Snape was a shrewd and ambitious Slytherin.

Later on, they became more and more divided. She no longer called him "seaver" and no longer played with him. Because Lili hated black magic, but he and his companions worshipped it. However, Snape didnt realized that he was only afraid of the weak and angry that Lili was no longer his girl. He needs black magic to make him stronger. But he forgot that the problem between them was no longer a simple quarrel. He and she stood on the opposite side of the battlefield.

He was furious and shouted the most insulting words to Lili, he called her“mudblood”, which is used to discribe Lili’s origin. Lili was shocked. She must have remembered that in the human world, she once asked him： "Will human origin be mocked？" He said firmly：" no, it won't make any difference. " This time, Lili turned away and never looked back.

Snape became Voldemort's Right-hand man. But we should know that he is not pursuing power nor Voldemort. He just had a brilliant mind, a genius for spell research, and the dark magic made him feel comfortable and happy, forsaking childhood pain and becoming an excellent wizard. In addition, he did not care about position and evil.

But he cares about Lili, more important than himself. Even if Lily had been with Potter, the man he hated the most, married, had children, he would have been willing to keep her in heart all his life, until he died.

So when Voldemort decided to kill Lily and her son, he stood in front of Dumbledore, who could kill him by a spell easily, and begged him to protect her.

He said："hide them all. Protect her... Them."

He said： "in return? Anything. "

But after the greatest efforts, Lili died.

When he stood in front of Dumbledore again, he was haggard. It looks like that he had been through one hundred years of hardship since the end of the wilderness peak.

Dumbledore told him that Lili's son was still alive. He wanted Snape to protect the boy. For Lili. What’s more,  the boy has the same eyes as his mother.

So from that day on, he would try his best to protect the boy named Harry Porter. He became an anti-spy for Dumbledore next to Voldemort, and Dumbledore knew he could do well because of the strong power of love.

At the end of his life, he said to Harry, "Look...at...me...... "

Green eyes were staring at the black eyes.

I understand everything.

The most touching part of the book is when Snape summons the patron saint. It was a beautiful deer, just the same as Lili's. As we all know, the patron saint of a wizard is from his own heart and is easily changed with the change of his mind. But ——

"After all this time?”

“Always.”

It has always been like this.

Forever. No matter where she is, whether she is willing to talk with him, whether she is still alive.

But my favorite part is that after many years he scolded a student.

"That mudblood——"

"Don't say that word!"

After all these years, the sentence hides his love, his hatred, his guilt and his last sincerity.

He is not a good man, but he must be a loyal lover ——because of his unswervingly love.

He loved Lily forever and ever. Life is over, but love never ends.

“‘Ablus Severus,' Harry said quietly, ‘you were named for two headmasters of Hogwarts. One of them was a Slytherin and he was probably the bravest man I ever knew.'”

J.K.Rowling writes at the end of the books.