日新录（10月19日    晴）

      斯嘉丽一反常规女主人设，类似于温良恭俭让，这些优秀的品德，她都成功的避开了。然而正是这样一个自私自利，虚荣肤浅的女人，却让人怎样都恨不起来。面对战后破败的家园，她倔强，势利，务实甚至不择手段，然而就是这样瘦小的身躯，却扛起了养家的重担。她的三观倾斜的不值一提，但却永远斗志满满，无论生活多难，只有一个信念，不认输，坚持活下去。因为她坚信，明天就会是新的一天。至于这位美人儿生命中两段最重要的感情经历，每次都能把我的心虐的支离破碎，捧出来跟饺子馅儿一样。两个她爱过却从未曾了解过的男人，终于在结束之时，都将失去。

      She had never understood either of the men she had loved and so she had lost them both. Now, she had a fumbling knowledge that, had she ever understood Ashley, she would never have loved him; had she ever understood Rhett, she would never have lost him. She wondered forlornly if she had ever really understood anyone in the world.

      我不知道这样的结局，是不是才是人生本该有的样子，总是会有遗憾，但也蕴含着希望。