Thirties 人到三十

When I reached the end of twenties, I faced immense pressure from family and relatives, who insist that I'm "getting older" that a woman "of my age" should be married and give birth to children. Thus, I thought I would battle more pressure when I went to thirty.

当我二十多岁末的时候，我面临着来自家人和亲戚的巨大压力，他们坚持认为我正在“变老”，一个“我这个年纪”的女人应该结婚生子。于是，我想当我到了三十岁，我将会和更多的压力搏斗。

When I reached the end of twenties, I was a little lost and confused that I have no clear clues of what is success and what is my target. Thus, I thought I would feel more depressed and be nowhere when I went to thirty.

当我二十多岁末的时候，我有点迷茫和困惑，我不清楚成功应该是什么，我的目标又是什么。于是，我想当我到了三十岁，我会更加沮丧，无所事事。

Then, I turn into thirties. I release unexpectedly, am no longer anxious about age or anything. Now I forgive myself, I know myself, I accept myself and I love myself. I learn how to cherish, understand everything I gain on account of great efforts. Even if nobody notices, I have to persevere and try. Time will tell. Age is never a foe, it is a gift.

接着，我翻到了三十岁这页。出乎意料地，我释放了，不再为年龄或任何事情而焦虑。现在，我原谅了我自己，我懂得了我自己，我接受了我自己，我爱我自己。我学会了珍惜，明白我收获的一切都取决于努力。即使无人注意，我也要坚持努力。时间会证明一切。年龄永远不是敌人，而是一份礼物。

I tear off all the tags on me, all the achievements and awards. I deal with antiquated stuff passionately like a newcomer. Even if I still haven't found my destination, I grow more guts, confidence and energy to do what I want to do.

我撕掉了身上所有的标签，所有的成就和奖项，像一个新人一样充满激情地做陈旧的事。即使我还没有找到我的目的地，我有了更多的勇气、底气和能量去做我自己想做的事。

Only when I become thirties, can I realise that Age has not put me in an awkward spot, instead, it has granted me more confident, more in control of life.

到了三十岁我才意识到，年龄并没有让我陷入尴尬的境地，反而让我更加自信，更能掌控生活。