Mind flow for today

It was like i was at a crisis these days searching for an exit.

I lost myself in reality, that i knew it and i wanted to fight against it by trying every means to settle my mind down.

All of these different voices echoed around me, sparing no efforts in subduing me.

My students come to me for help, and i should, too. The self redemption.

I need to cast myself a sober and strong heart so that i can stand just in the center of the thunderstorm, without hesitating or moving around.

So what i really want?

Until this moment, I've had it cleared out and what i need to do is to keep it going until the last minute.