2020-07-13

谭老师已经两周没有过来找我了

Mr.Tan has not been here for whole two weeks.

这两天也感觉到慢慢没什么话聊了

I feel we hardly talk to each other these two days.

可能是因为他工作上的事比较多，再加上他妈妈去了他那里

Pehaps there are a lot of works he has to do and his mother went to his place.

他无暇顾及那么多，我还是能理解的

I totally understand that he has no time to take care of every thing or every people.

但是还是有点小失落

But I  still have a little down.

像昨晚七点的消息，凌晨一点他才回我

For example,the message at 7:00 pm last night,he replied me at 01:00 am in the morning.

以致于我赌气没给他说晚安

So angry that I didn't say good night to him last night.

他凌晨一点告诉我他陪妈妈看电视，所以没回我

And he told me the reason of no replying is that he was watching TV with his mother.

我第二天装没事人跟他道早安

I still  said morning to him today .

我就像个傻逼一样

Just like a stupid man.

今天虽然是工作日

Althought it is weekday,

但是也没聊几句，他早上改卷，下午回到学校不知道又忙啥了

we also did not chat a few words.He checked test  papers in the morning and i have no idea after he came back to school.

我有一搭没一搭地和他聊着

I make a small talk with me whole day.

毫无激动的感觉

Without any excitement i felt before.

我这是开始攒失望了吗

Am I starting to disappoint?

真不想这样

I don't like it. It means the beginning of the end.