又生病了，腹泻，晚饭一吃就消化不良，太瘦弱了，太虚弱了。连着两三天了，时好时坏的。
je suis malady encore. Loose bowels. I suffer from incomplete digestion whenever I have supper these days. I am thin and weak according to people who are familiar with me and care for my appearances. I felt overwhelmed by weakness and numbness constantly. it's been like this for two or three days. I am alternating between good and not so good feelings.
人生实苦的，有人的地方就有怨憎会苦，在世间活着还有求不得苦。八苦纠缠，身心不安。
Life is bitter indeed. Wherever there are people there's hatred and struggle. Also we can't achieve what we want most of the times I guess. There are supposed eight types of sufferings in the world and there's no real rest for body and mind.
好羡慕健康的人们，他们自由地购物，溜溜哒哒，同样，至于有没有工作和收入我都不在乎了。即便有知识储备和能力也未必能咋样，世间的事睁一只眼，闭一只眼就好啦。
How enviable are those healthy people! They can go shopping freely, moving around leisurely. Also I care not unemployment or no income. I have been conditioned to believe that even one is knowledgeable and capable, so what? S/he may not be able to amass fortune and meet the expectations of those who are dependent on her/him. I shall use one eye for the worldly matters/affairs.
一切都是最好的安排，看破放下自在随缘就成了。人生就如梦，拥有什么呢，连这个身体都要放下才能不再受苦了。至于心中所想，更要念念断舍离。得失荣辱，毕竟不划算不平衡，不合情理，患得患失，毕竟虚伪无主，毕竟诸受是苦。
Everything is the best arrangements as long as one can understand and let it be. Life is merely a dream. What truly belongs to me. All the senses and experience are transient and illusional. Whenever the soul is free from the body , the owner would be free from suffering caused by the world. What are other solutions? As for the things on mind, a practitioner should also stay away from their entanglement. Gains losses glories and humilation. They make you feel disappointed of you care. The world seems unbalanced irrational unfair ,which makes you feel worried and frenzy. This world is fake and ownerless. All the perceptions and feelings are suffering in essence， as we were told again and again.
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