SeeYouAgain

When I was in primary school, I had a very good friend. What is the concept of having a particularly good relationship at that age? Probably she is always the best when compared to other children, and she is always the first to play games. We always play together, think we can play forever. But I don't know when I started. Maybe I grew up, maybe I got busy with my studies, or maybe I made new friends. Our intersection becomes less and less. Primary school graduation day, with the teacher in charge and students farewell, we lost touch.

In junior high school, there was a boy in the next class. The most happy thing was to take advantage of the noon when I went out to see him and say hello to him. We were in a remedial class, sitting next to each other, and we felt that our relationship was better. I even set a goal I couldn't have imagined before because of him. We were all too young to know where fate would lead us. I don't know if it was love or admiration or admiration. Just that little bit of happiness, sustained me through a very difficult time. Looking back now, that time is nothing. At that time the struggle and pain, but also gradually light. But the memory of him in my heart is hard to forget. Eventually, we ended up in the same high school, with less and less contact. He has new friends and I have a new life. Meet again, also just wave a smile, pass by.

Now in high school, I have met many people and experienced a lot of things. There will also be moved by the time, there will also be a heartbeat moment. But when I come back home alone and the excitement turns into silence and loneliness surges in my mind, I often wonder what will happen to me in the future with these people. Will the friendship I have now be with them tomorrow? Was this our last farewell? Such a view is too pessimistic, after all, life is moving on. But in the dead of night, do you really not recall the good times? Is it really possible not to miss a friend you will never see again? At least I will, even if they have long parted ways, also always can't help but think of the past good. There may be more happiness in the future, but facing the past, I can only manage to be superficially relieved.

So, see you again, how many expectations it carries, and how much bitterness it hides. The so-called look forward to, in the end is looking forward to that person, or with him together the good time. As the sentence "change but so the heart, but the way so the heart has changed". We use more and more mature attitude to face the former friends, the common ground becomes less, the shortcomings are magnified. But even so, we still can not stop the hope. After seeing you again and again, after the tide of time keeps scouring, I hope to meet you again.

－－－By Chen Bingyuan

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