Dhrtarastra

You are the god who can eliminate all the troubles of the world

I don't know how to tell you about my inner sorrow

Sometimes I can't tell myself whether I'm happy or not

I just know this life is not what I want

I know I just reconciled with my heart

A lot of things I don't want to make a decision for the time being

Let's leave it all to time

What I can do is to make my life happier

I don't understand what it's like to have no worries

It's really hard to tell if something is right or wrong

Because I know my heart has never changed

Maybe happiness is also made up of all kinds of troubles

I think I've been a little edgy lately

There may be too much to say, but there is too little to do

Maybe, life itself is to look after this kind of so-called equilibrium in the fluctuation of mood

My thoughts are very simple and quiet to read books, forget all the troubles

Dhrtarastra