Just a Normal Daily Poem to XXX

Maybe its true that we have not so much things in common.

Maybe we are both disappointed by each other’s replies.

Maybe that disappointment accumulates and

You noticed that I am not the right one.

I noticed that you are not the right one.

Maybe my thoughts about you in the past are all fake and that

I came to the conclusion finally that you don’t like me at all.

Maybe our hearts are still aloof.

Maybe there is a distance between us that would never be able to cross.

Maybe, after all, we are just friends, and we would always be.

Maybe I am just a naïve child immersed in my sweet dream.

Maybe I was completely wrong back in the days I just found that I like you

And some minor actions between us made me think more than the truth.

Maybe the truth could never be revealed.

Maybe, after all, I cannot find a reason why I like you.

Maybe, throughout this school year, the time and effort I spent on you are all useless.

Maybe, after this school year ended, I would still be clueless.

Maybe this whole thing is my own monologue and my own struggle.

Maybe it’s a labyrinth without a right path and an exit.

But one thing is certain,

My heart is locked by you in the present

And every interaction between us would determine my daily emotions.

You should know that this definitely brought me more bitterness than sweetness.

I hate when we are all present and you talks and looks at other girls all the time

I hate when our conversation interrupts by some other girls.

I hate when some girls cue you all the time when you are not at present.

I want to ask, wtf is good about you that you seems so popular among girls,

but I know I don’t have the right to ask.

I want to ask, wtf is good about those girls that you seems to be really engaged with,

But I know there’s no definite answer.

I hate when us and others walk together and I suddenly felt that we have so little in common,

Unlike others to you.

Maybe your heart belongs to others

Whom I can’t possibly replace.

Maybe its really time for me to give up on you.

Maybe its no point in liking a person who doesn’t like you at all.

Maybe its time to say Goodbye.

Goodbye.

And see you tomorrow

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