5am Thoughts

谢谢你让我知道，

心跳可以那么快，

却不是因为喜欢。

谢谢你，真心的。

对我从未开始便放弃。

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It's 09/20/2018, 5:00 am in the morning.

Late summer night, the roads are fading while the engine keeps roaring.

I was in the front seat, laughing.

" There passes a bunny, and it looks yummy."

 " You and your crazy thoughts, kid."

Wish this is a getaway car, that we could never get far.

Another clumsy bunny stops my running mind.

The siren lights are so bright. Would it be a sign?

A sign, an indication, a symbol or whatever it is.

God plz show me something.

Help me believing.

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我不是第一次喜欢你

也不是第一次压抑着自己。

因为你能给的太少了

我要的太多。

我和你一起，

是为了忘记自己。

可我忘不了爱情。