六月十五-六月十六

六月十五，工作时间早六点到下午三点。

布兰妮没上班，水果沙拉和蔬菜沙拉几乎为空，原来周五布兰妮要准备四个客户订单里的大水果盘，加上设好整个鲜沙拉区，没时间做水果杯和其他，于是我和派提两个人干了三个人的活。派提本来应该11点下班，见我忙不过来就呆到下午2点。我首先花了一个半小时帮派提把鲜沙拉区设置好，马上动手做水果盘，甜瓜8个，西瓜15个，菠萝9个，混合瓜盘15个。之后是水果杯。幸好布兰妮够周到，周五洗了两大盘的草莓还有一些葡萄，做水果杯最花时间的就是洗草莓和葡萄。最后我切的是甜瓜半个的，我们店有卖一半一半的，销的好。感觉时间不够用，尽管我工作时用的是1.5倍的速度，也只休息了15分钟（八小时工作可休息2个15分钟），到下班，12刀和16刀的水果盘一个没做，哈密瓜半个的也没切，更别说1/4西瓜了。最后1个小时，我切了4个哈密瓜，5个甜瓜，7个菠萝和1个西瓜，剩余20多分钟用来善后。三点过7分，我买甜甜圈结账，蜜蜂出现在自助收银台。我回头看到蜜蜂，心想“这脸好熟”，约一分钟才反应过来，喜出望外叫他。缺觉啊，周四周五零睡眠，在冰房又忙碌一天，大脑反应特别慢。

蜜蜂问我有没有信心开车上主干道，我赶紧说不行。主要是好累，眼睛疼的厉害，没信心开车，不想把蜜蜂的车给废了。到他家，他做的晚餐，我俩都吃太饱，他建议出去走一圈，走了十几步他觉得我应该练车，他所在地方车少，我欣然同意。我开车到附近一个他从不知道的公园，公园游乐场玩了一下，我又开车回到他家。停车我还不行，他停的。回前我想打退堂鼓，他鼓励我要多练习，事后我说“谢谢你逼我。我脑海经常有两个人打架。一个胆小鬼，不想开车，一个猛汉，觉得这必须要练习，否则永世没法自力更生。有时我需要别人鞭策。”

六月十六，工作时间早九点到下午五点。

工作一切顺利，直到下午三点。

Yesterday I had a happy day, until at about 3PM, I got chest pain, so I slowed down on working, the pain came and went, by the time I arrived home, I could ignore it, but later after my dinner, the pain got much worse, seemed a lot of pressure on my chest, I felt really bad, could not breath well.

So I looked up, felt like the pain from my heart, after checking online and my parents, it seemed not connected to my heart, as the pain lasted for five hours and the pain area was more like above my boobies. So my Dad got me warm cloth, I put it on my chest, it relieved a lot. Later I took out the cloth, tried to put kids in bed, time was 9:13PM, kids acted up as usual, Siena cried and screamed, Brian chased Siena and wanted to play, I was very helpless, so in the beginning I tried to force them sleep, that made my chest pain even worse.

At the end, I told myself to calm down, firstly put Brian sleep, I let him fall asleep on my bed as he badly missed me and was crying for me, also I didn't get time to play with him when he asked, worked on my computer job about one hour. Siena would not stop crying though I tried everything, until 12PM or 1AM, I didn't look at the time but I heard everybody went to sleep. I woke up at 4, the chest pain was gone.

Let me check the meaning of squeaking And wheezing.Neither like that, hard to breath, felt like Angina pectoris, if I understand the symptom of Angina pectoris right. But it was just the pain, I don't have any others symptoms like Angina pectoris. I checked my blood pressure and my heart beat, they both were good. 7:20-9:40 my chest pain was the worst.

六月十五-六月十六

I had three times of chest pain in the past two years. They were different, but happened at similar situation. Like badly lack of sleep and working hard.

I didn't worry about it until it happened again, and when I was suffering it, it made me feel really bad. After the pain gone, I am ok.

I m going to write all my symptoms of my problems and I will go to see a Chinese doctor in a month. :)