Out of control

Out of control

Everything is telling me that I am a totally loser.

One month waiting,the result is still failed.

I can't face my teacher,I let him down again.

My training yesterday was the best in three persons.Why I lose this chance,I can't understand myself.

The situation was really out of control at that time.

I hate the rain!

And when I came back to my home, I don't want to eat anything, I walk and walk in my room,finally I sat in the sofa,turn on the TV,to watch the teleplay to kill time,try to make me calm down,and divert the attention.

This way look good, I relaxed myself a lot.

It is empty in my brain,and It is still raining outside.

Actually I don't Like Spring, It is raining and raining and raining!

I love Summer instead,hot and passion,Like a young girl.