让不如意对你的影响止于此刻

NEVER LET THE BAD THINGS HAPPENED KEEP RUINING THE REST OF YOUR DAY

让不如意对你的影响止于此刻

It is not a good day. I have failed to persuade my boss to guarantee a shipment two weeks later even if he knows that it is half a month's late and the customer may not be happy about it. It makes it evidently clear that the situation is no longer worth my effort. Things seem to be slow down all of a sudden, and I turn off the computer, leaving all the documents lay open in a mess on the desk. Anger may end up at a desperate silence and indifference when all potential efforts are proved to be meaningless, and you have embraced the fact that it makes no difference whether you struggle or not. You get angry because you take it serious, while it no longer upsets you if it matters to you no more. You have cut it loose and it brings about pain no more since it is not part of you now. I withhold all the urge to production or purchasing department, stop making all kinds of schedules for pushing of the shipment. I put on my headphone and stay with the talk show on the radio for a moment.  I spend the afternoon in silence, not a word with people around, or even complaint with someone sharing the same damn conditions with me. People may be completely silent when the environment gets them speechlessly hopeless. It feels like that everything's down to the bottom, drown deep into the water, and you don't even bother to keep your head above it any more. It is like a bite deep into your bone and the horrible aching makes you more decisive to leave it behind.

I turn a blind eye to what had made me lose temper just now. I am glad that it could get to me no more and ends at where it was and does no harm to the rest of my day. But unfortunately, this effective way loses its magic when I fail to get a ticket on the system of the railway.

I could not help keeping checking over the page reflecting zero ticket available in anxiety,even if I know that no matter how frequently I check, there is nothing for sale in short time. I have told myself that I could finish reading two articles, listen 15 mins audio book in FANDENG app after getting a ticket from the system, before I get off the bus. However, repeating refreshing the page kidnaps my time from the minute I realize the tickets have been sold out till I arrive at home. I have allowed the unpleasant experience of ticket booking kill my time and energy in a way more extremely exaggerated than it should be. And it winds up this way because I hold it stubbornly, unwilling to let go of the sense of frustration, then it grows worse and lead me out of my schedule planned and the state of mind I should have. I should have left it as it is instead of wasting more time on it for no result. The way I did when I realize that the boss turning a deaf ear to customers' reasonable requests deserve my effort of persuasion no more.

Face it with your poker face, no physical anger or inner bitter, since the longer you let it linger, the farther you are away from a status better.