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我们的相遇，相知，相依，相爱，都仿佛棋盘满布，一招不慎，将满盘皆输。但只因是你，只因是我，你决定了我的决定，你选择了我的选择。缘，来，如此。这般真切却又不容思量，没有犹豫，爱，就爱了…

你带给我的冲击和震撼，让我来不及思索，陷进去，便不再想出来。你的专注，让我玩笑不起来。

你说过后悔为什么没有早点出现，来照顾这个失魂落魄的我，其实，我是想说，无论你我何时相遇，下一刻的故事情节其实早就已被既定书写。

我傻傻的把自己出卖了，第一次的相见，就已注定了内心将不再平静，生活不再平淡。我们两个人的故事进展，比平常人来的快，却也比其他人来的曲折巧妙，一环套一环，看，多像多米诺骨牌。

幸好，你看出来了。我不爱抢夺，不爱言明，不喜欢把心暴露给在意的人看，若是你不选择回头，也许，故事的结局就会完全改变，我们，就不会有后来。

我是个胆小鬼，怕受伤，怕说出爱了却换回来一个玩笑。怕你微笑着对我说：谢谢，可你不是我想要的。还怕就算在一起了你又会被别人抢走…可是你怜爱了这样的一个我，温柔地捧在手心。于是我决定赌一把，勇敢一次，敞开心扉，续写只属于你我的童话。

爱你，总是不言而喻…

I can't imagine the world without you,the darkness would ruin me like a huge monster.You have already been the sunshine in my life,but you are so generous that you do not recognize that.White snow could not compare with your pureness,red rose could not defect your warm heart,brown chocolate could not conceal your bright eyes.

You are my hero,my only sweetheart.That is the first time,for me,whether or not for you,to fall in love that deeply.

While it doesn't matter anymore,because all the road that we have passed through,all the scenery that we have witnessed,all the tough time that we have experienced,all the life that we have touched,have all been the most valuable diamonds in my memory.

They are always there,encouraging me to go straightforward to a bright future,never crying or regreting.With you,nothing is impossible,nothing weighs more value.

Since now,I would never push you to do the hard things that you do not like,because once you feel tired,I would experience the same mood as you.

We have already be one,just been divided to two different places.I can't help thinking the day we get together again,to see the water in the river flowing by,to smell the flowers' fragmence,to watch the programma that you like most,all together.

Please do not spoil me to do the things that you are not involved in,I'd like to put myself down to follow your passion,to get into your world.Although I have once said that I would be annoyed if you carry me on your pace of life without asking for my consent,but in order to praise for all the sweet things you have done for me,then I think now it's my turn to make some changes for you.Well since it's been your time,please enjoy the moment that I accompany you~

I am sure it will be a miracle,just for me and you.

4.10凌晨

心里很复杂，很乱。看了你写的字，会怕。怕自己没有那么好，那么值得换回你的泪滴。你是如太阳般炙热的存在，而我的心原本就是一块坚冰。你的所有，对我而言都像是罂粟般不可思议。爱，只是你的一部分，却可以像清泉一般滋润我的所有。我是怕，一旦没有了你的爱，我是否可以生存。

哭的止不住，泪水花掉了手机屏幕。在遇到你之前，我真的不曾相信过爱情。这东西的毒，或许只是听友人讲的那般平华无实，又像是痴迷一般可以随时丢弃。但你颠覆了我的所有观念，告诉我是什么，可以让人忘我而全情投入，奋不顾身，倾其所有…

我以为，现实与理性才能支撑一个人的生存，但是你让我明白，爱，可以让人获得永生…

我的浅薄，只能停留在陪伴和宽慰中。而你的深刻，是在让爱浸入骨骼。我就只是傻傻地以为你会不要我，但却从未想过，是刻意的迁就与克制，让你保持沉默。我怕听你说想我想到会哭，因为我并没有做些什么。像极了一个不懂得父母艰辛的孩童，无知而可悲。我不想，让感伤出现在你脸上，我不想，让这份爱有负担。