" Hello , dear , can you hear me ? "
" Yes , I can ."
“ How are you , recently ? " 长腿叔叔的声音依旧那么迷人，深沉而有味道，仿佛隔着电话你都能闻到他身上那股来自香榭丽大街的清新香水，可以感受到他似乎要张开双臂紧紧将你拥抱，刚刚好的体温能融化你心中所有的郁结与烦闷。然而，无可厚非的是他确实整整一个星期没有主动联系过霍芷姚，而霍芷姚却刚好也是一个绝不会主动联系情人的情人。
“ No , I am not very good . And I think you are disappear ."
" Sorry , Jasmine , I am a bad guy ."
" Yes , you are really bad , you didn't contact me almost one week ！"
" Dear , I have told you , my family came back to China , I think you can understand me , and during this time ,you also didn't contact me ,I think you are the most clever lady ."
" Come on , David , please do not find some excuse for yourself ok ? I know maybe you were very tired after your flying ,and I also know , you need to stay with your family members , but for this week ,you even didn't send 'good morning' or 'good evening' to me .Could you tell me , you didn't have enough time , you were so tired , so , so , so you even didn't have 10 seconds ? "
霍芷姚说着说着，忽然激动了起来，加快了语速。一直以来她都知道自己的英语其实并没有很好，但是她乐意开口说，喜欢跟外籍交流，久而久之，口语也越说越溜。尽管，她的口语仍旧有着许许多多数不清的语法问题，常常为了表达一个简单的单词，却因为想不起来，而强迫自己用已知的表达方式将其表示出来,而这个过程却是十分冗长和复杂的。
而长腿叔叔一直以来都是个忠实的听众，当然，他也是一个优秀的老师。虽然，他的英语带着浓浓的法国腔调，但却有着非常棒的耐心。每次霍芷姚说到卡壳的时候，总想拿出手机查单词，他都会阻止，他总是鼓励霍芷姚用自己能想到的方式来描述，来表达。很神奇也很有趣的是，每当这些时候，霍芷姚都天真地像个小姑娘，手舞足蹈地用自己稚嫩可笑的口语来表达自己想说的许多事情。
语言的障碍似乎并没有影响他们俩的沟通，霍芷姚本就是一个博览群书的人，才情出众用在她身自然一点都不为过。霍芷姚尝试着向长腿叔叔说社会现象，历史故事，奇人趣志。当长腿叔叔第一次在霍芷姚的口中听到“史蒂芬霍金”这个名字时，很吃惊，酷爱研究历史宇宙的他突然意识到眼前的这位女性，并不是自己公司里那些外表漂亮皮囊内心却十分空虚的女同事们，这位女性她有着自己的思想，积极想走向社会的上游，却从不谄媚，不随波逐流。
他们之间的话题自然是很广泛的，他们一起畅聊宇宙，奇点，时间，空间，名川大山，饮食差异，飞行趣事，许许多多。宏观的时候谈谈古巴比伦文明与古埃及文明对现代的影响，微观的时候谈谈中国养生医疗中艾灸到底为什么这么富有奇效，正紧的时候聊聊BBC的头条社会热点 , 不正经的时候聊聊夫妻性生活到底怎么才算到达最理想的高潮状态。他们聊过外太空可能的形态，还聊过，在西伯利亚有一种鹿十分优雅，它的鹿角被割了之后还会继续生长出来…
这两个人最终无法忠诚于原本各自所属的婚姻，或许这些才是最主要的缘由。霍芷姚曾经想过，自己为什么要出轨，毕竟对于目前的自己来说，出轨的成本太高昂了。她更无法面对，东窗事发之后的千古骂名与狼狈不堪。然而，她还是鬼使神差般地沦陷了，最扣动她心弦的，莫过于长腿叔叔的包容与理解，他总是安静的倾听，不打断。在她茫然无措的时候给予指引，给予建议。每每见面，便会变着法子制造浪漫，不论是机场还是动车站接霍芷姚时，他都会献上一束鲜花，有时候是香槟色的玫瑰，有时候是霍芷姚极爱的绿色桔梗。
而这些，穆岩的脑细胞是万万都想不到的，从认识到现在，穆岩从来没有送过一朵花，他是极其务实的一个男人，没有甜言蜜语，没有沟通交流，彼此在工作领域上埋着头成就着自己的目标。穆岩不知道如果霍芷姚哭了应该怎么安慰，他总是说“不要哭了，多没意思，哭又解决不了事情。”而长腿叔叔则会一把将霍芷姚拥入怀中，告诉她“ Follow your heart , my baby, just cry,and do your best to cry . I am here , beside you and keep with you ." 穆岩也特别不喜欢表扬和赞美霍芷姚，虽然他知道，事实上自己的老婆真的很优秀，不仅长得别很多人都好看，而且还聪明，跟着自己受了这么多挫折还始终为家庭付出着，但是，自己就是不喜欢开口表扬，自己也不知道为何。
霍芷姚在自己的日记本里曾经写道：“ 我和David , 我想我们注定会背叛婚姻走向苟且，因为我享受这种被爱的感觉，享受这种被捧在手心，被重视，被宝贝的感觉。我承认，我就是这样一个虚荣的，想被呵护的女人。或许，未来的某一天，全世界都会骂我，但是，眼下，请让我背着全世界，沉浸在满满的爱里。哪怕下一秒，就是生命的终结。”
" Jasmine , My dear , I think you know me . I should know me ,you always know me ,right ? "
" No ,I can't , I am very angry . I think you can just spend little time ,you can tell me ,you need to solve some problems , I can understand you but you need to tell me advance , this is ' respect '. "
" ... Jasmine ,I am so sorry , I think I hurt your heart .But ... But ... Can you give me a chance to explain myself , please ? "
确实是很生气，但此刻确实也是很甜蜜，生活已经糟糕成了一片，但是长腿叔叔却带来了不一样的光，仿若是云朵里透下来的一道耶稣光，让你觉得安心温暖，却也飘渺。
"No ,I don't , I don't want to hear you anymore ,and I don't want to see you again." 霍芷姚本能地开始撒起了娇。
" Really , this is truth ? You told me , you will never lie to me , never . so I know , you can hear me ."
哪里还有什么抵抗力，长腿叔叔是个多情的法国男人，他的情场经验对付像霍芷姚这种婚内首次出轨的新手，真真是绰绰有余了。
" Ok , just one chance , just one ."
" Ok ,just one .Let me think ,how to begin . My dear ,do you know the reason why I loved you ? It is not because your young age , your beautiful face and shape , the most important is your soul . I think you are different from other women who like shopping ,eating and sleeping when they are free . You like studying ,like drawing ,like writing ,like so many good things .They improved you better and better .
Yes , I can spend time to send you 'good morning ' or ' good evening ' but meaningless . Do you know ? I need to say this to my wife every day .But you are not my wife , you are my angle . I don't want to have another wife ,and I think this is boring. So I hope the relation between us is ' freedom ' . Can you understand ? "
David一口气说了这么些话，霍芷姚尽管都听懂了，思路却死死地卡在最后这个“自由”上动弹不得。是啊，自己当初选择这般，不就是为了一时的欢愉和释放内心无处安放的自由么？
“ But I don't have experience on how to be a good lover , I need you ,I want to talk with you , but I am afraid if proper for you to see message when you stay with your family ,so I hope you can told me . But now , I know . really ,I know ."
" Jasmine , listen to me .I don't need you to change ,you are good enough .You don't need to be a good lover , the best angle is you ,just be yourself , you are my favorite . Trust me ! "
" I don't trust you , but I feel happy now . Could you tell me ,when I can see you ,I hope to see you soon ."
" I don't have duty fly to Liaolian recently . If I get the schedule ,I will tell you as soon as possible .Keep happy and remember this feeling until when I see you . Dear , I need to fly soon , talk you later ,ok? "
" Of cause .Wish you have a nice flight .And you can keep your disappear , I know you better now ."
" My angle , want to see you right now ! "
" Ok .I know . See you ! "
" Ok, see you ."
电话结束，霍芷姚轻轻俯身倒在了床铺上，尽管衣物凌乱，但她看着窗外透进的晨光，用手挡住不愿耀眼的光刺伤双眼，刺伤此刻的美梦美幻。手掌的轮廓越发清晰，指缝之间闪着金灿灿的辉芒，不胖不瘦不修长，再普通不过的手指罢了。
但，为何要瘦白要修长 ？说好了的，做自己就好了。
手机又自动切换到了单曲循环着的《 On a Slow Boat to China 》…
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