Antique Teahouse

    Today，I was in a good mood. But I heard a very bad news.

    I'm really going to die if I don't workhard any more.I'm going to see my clients again today.

I don't even have a decent dress.

How could my life survive like this?

I really never imagined it would be like this. Yesterday, I talked to my mother on the phone.

It's comfortable and reassuring to listen to my mother's voice.

Actually, I know everyone is worried about me.

But they are all in a dilemma. There's really no way to help me.

I know all this. I really appreciate my family. Sometimes they don't understand me, but they love me. 

I know, all this actually blame  me, blame my capriciousness and uncontrollability.